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Meaningless Feelings

Each day I wake and I Just feel like screaming I don't know what this is This shit that I'm feeling
I sit and I write down All that I'm feeling But all that appears Are these words without meaning
The things that I feel don't Seem to have meaning Nothing has meaning Without you
Later I cut and I Can't stop the bleeding I try to succeed But I can't stop my breathing
I sit and I cry and I carry on breathing Killing me inside The way you were cheating
The things that I feel don't Seem to

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Better Than MeEven I can see, That you're so much better than me...
Look at us, Look at us in the mirror. We're smiling, But I feel my presence getting thinner. You shadow over me, 'CAUSE YOU'RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME!
LOVE...is just the beginning, I try to stay on top but it's winning. My conscience always drags me down, And now it's telling me...
Look at us, Look at us in the mirror. We're smiling, But I feel my presence getting thinner. You shadow over me, 'CAUSE YOU'RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME! Better Than Me
by ~Buried-Alive-By-Love

Not Like ThisI know this week I've made mistakes, And I've said I'm sorry. But sorry's not always enough...
I don't know what to say, It always comes out the same way. So here it is, My last desperate attempt...
Please don't let it finish like this, It should never be allowed to end like this. Was that really our last kiss? Please give me one more kiss...
I've been an idiot and a fool, But I didn't see this coming. You never told me how you felt...
And now I can't remove your face, As I try to fill this empty space That you create. & Not Like This
by ~Buried-Alive-By-Love

FragileTonight (I'm fragile) Your words (so tough) Have a sharp edge to them (they cut) And tonight (I hurt) My skin &nbs Fragile
by ~Buried-Alive-By-Love

All...My AllAll I have are hopes
Hopes and dreams And they are fragile So much so That they are obliterated By your words
I feel physically sick
The fear makes me ill The depression And the hate Hate for myself Concentrating my thoughts
All I can think of is you
I may never Get to see you again Hold you again Or kiss you again See you smile
It feels like it's over
Things may never Never be They may never be again All...My All
by ~Buried-Alive-By-Love

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Lost hope...

Fri Feb 11, 2005, 3:11 AM

So I woke up this morning with a fairly bad hangover, and even after a good night before, I can't help shake my shitty mood.

I got up and shoved some different clothes on so they didn't smell, and me and Jon went out to his car to get back. We would have stayed later but I have a fucking driving lesson

But anyway we got in the car and I turned on the music and it was some fucking depressing Greenday song, so I was just there like wtf?! Why?! It was like some shitty film or something. After a few depressing tracks I just had to change it to some Slipknot or I would have died sitting in his car.

I really am too close to completely losing all hope. I can't actually see anything good in my life either. I'm fucking up school, I'm losing my girlfriend, my Dad is ill...

What next?!

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Interests: Music, Games
Favourite band or musician: System of a Down, InMe, Ill Nino, Slipknot, Spineshank, Chimaira...etc.
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Favourite poet or writer: Serj Tankian / Dave McPherson
Favourite game: Call of Duty
Favourite gaming platform: PC / Xbox
Tools of the Trade: Ibanez Destroyer DTX120b (guitar) / Yamaha RBX270 (bass)

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~Ariellis Nov 29, 2004, 9:25:49 PM

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I know what it's like when memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
I need no reminders, no more reminders...

~HurtByHerHeart Aug 17, 2004, 2:45:18 PM

Did my last note work?
It's not showing up I don' think or am I being blonde?
Woot I'm going blonde tomorrow.
No more of this erm colour.

Well my last note said ...
I need a wee wee.
But I cant be bothered to move.
Thought this would make you laugh.
Erm, can't laugh, bad idea.
Really need a wee ...

Ops.

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~Buried-Alive-By-Love Aug 17, 2004, 3:31:41 PM

You were being blonde

~HurtByHerHeart Aug 17, 2004, 2:34:02 PM

I need a frigging wee wee.
Just thought I'd make you laugh.
No but seriously I do.
But I cant be bothered to moved...

Ops.

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~Akasha1 Jul 26, 2004, 12:11:34 AM

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great job dan.

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`zephyrkinetic Jun 30, 2004, 12:39:43 PM

I don't have time to read any poetry right now. But I trust the opinions of anyone I watch. And someone I watch plugged you. So I'm going to

you, and come back later.

Ciao.

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~the-devil-herself Jun 30, 2004, 12:26:09 PM

Your a wonderful poet and i love your work I don't have time to comment on all of them but i read them and love them!

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The little peices falling, shatter.
Shards of me, too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter, but big enough too cut me into so many little peices.
-anonymous

~Buried-Alive-By-Love Jul 1, 2004, 8:55:41 AM

Thanks

I'll check your work

~KOKitten Jun 25, 2004, 5:33:21 AM

Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil

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